The love you deserve

There is nothing wrong with wanting to be
loved in a way you feel you deserve.
You are not being selfish, inconsiderate or self-centered.
It is a beautiful sign of your self-worth.

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I didn’t expect that

I didn’t expect that I was gonna fall for you,
but it was 4am and we were laughing too hard..
I didn’t expect that I was gonna hang on to your every word,
as if your voice was dry land & I was drowning in the way you spoke.
I didn’t expect that I was gonna become a slave to your laugh,
the way your radiant smile can show your humbling modesty
and mischievous curiosity. No, I didn’t expect this at all.

Wanderlust

And when I say I will run, I do not mean escape.
I will fly on wings made out of what I overflow with, wings made out of content sighs and satisfied breaths. I’ll disappear around the curve of the world, far enough  that I won’t be forgotten, but far enough that I won’t be here. I will be somewhere else, breathing different air, soaking up new light, meeting new people, touching new lives.. Yes, that will be enough. I hope.

Unexpected

You were unexpected, uncalculated, unintended, unplanned..

I didn’t expect that I was gonna fall for you, but it was 4am and we were laughing too hard.. I didn’t expect that I was gonna hang on to your every word, as if your voice was dry land & I was drowning in the way you spoke. I didn’t expect that I was gonna become a slave to your laugh, the way your radiant smile can show your humbling modesty and mischievous curiosity. No, I didn’t expect this at all.

My sweetest destruction

 

I swear, he was plotting my destruction.
Electricity coursed through my body each time his tongue parted me enough to reach where he wanted me to be. He would toy with me, just slightly slipping his hardness between my throbbing folds, his thumb circling my clit between each excruciatingly slow thrust. Impatience bested me in ways I begged against, but what can I do? I wanted more. I ended up heaving his name into the pillows and sheets beside me. “Look at me until you cum,” he demanded, his hands anchored in my hair. I kept my gaze right up until he released my lips from his kiss, as we screamed each other’s name as we exchanged gasps of air and murmurs of release. I live for these intimate dances for two.